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A Writer’s Polar Vortex

medium_3020250442Here is one of the secret ironies of being a published author:  As you move toward launching a book, your writing life is decimated.  Those quiet, searching hours of half-starts and rambling experiments, those blessed days of research and play and discovery, those driving weeks of inspiration—as well as months of paralyzing self-doubt that this mess of words you’re accumulating will ever amount to anything—are replaced with two-hour conversations with your copyeditor about the proper formatting of ellipses and coaching sessions on how to use Pinterest to market your new book and the seemingly exciting but actually grueling work of setting up readings.

I could whine about all this, but instead I want to make a point:  It’s hard to stay balanced—it’s hard to keep writing—when you’re also publishing.  Launching a book is its own creative endeavor, as I’ve explored in earlier posts, but it is not writing.

I can’t tell you how many people I’ve met in writing classes who don’t really want to write, they just want to be published.  I understand this; having a book in the world communicates something essential about yourself and gives that self credibility and influence.  I like creating something beautiful of my questions, memories, and imaginings and then getting a chance to be in thoughtful conversation with readers.  I really like being published.  I, too, want to be an author who participates in our culture with my work.

But what makes me a writer is not any of these recognizable successes.  What makes me a writer is that I like writing.  And right now, being an author is getting in the way of being a writer.

My attempts to stay balanced include a daily dose of journaling, and maintaining (barely—this is 11 days late!) my two blogs.  I read a bit of theology each week, which is my way of fueling my creative life.  And I hold onto the hope—I try to have faith—that my beautiful, uncomfortable, language-saturated time will return.  It will.  The writing life has its seasons.  For me now, the author side of my world is turned toward the sun and the writer side is enduring a polar vortex.  But the world is still spinning.

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Pigeon Holes: How Labels Hurt Writers and Writing

This Christmas my mother gave me a fantastic, hilarious collection of poems called God Got a Dog.  In one, God goes to beauty school, falls in love with nails, and opens a manicure parlor.  The poems are deceptively simple.  Theologically, they’re out in left field, playing with our notions of holiness and embodiment and images of divinity.  They are smart, adult explorations of how God works in the world.  I adore them.

The publishers list God Got a Dog as a children’s book.  Why?  There’s no way even a precocious five-year-old would enjoy these poems.  But they were written by Cynthia Rylant, a Newbery Award winning author, and illustrated by Marla Frazee, a beloved children’s book illustrator.  Rylant and Frazee have loyal followings among those who read kids’ books, so I imagine their publicist wanting to reach that loyal following.  And so my mother had to go to the picture book section of the book store to find this slender book of theology.

I’m thinking about how books get pigeon-holed because my first novel is flying down the chute toward publication, and I’m increasingly uncomfortable with assumptions the industry makes about it.  I’m having bad flashbacks of high school, how my good grades led the boys to assume I was undateable, the gym teachers to assume I couldn’t catch a ball, the academic teachers to assume I’d be well-behaved, and the girls to assume I was a snob.  Years afterward I ran into a boy from my class and had a nice conversation.  Later, his mother told me how surprised he was.  “Elizabeth’s really nice,” he’d told her.  “She’s pretty.”  The mother said she was glad he finally saw this.  Me, too, but couldn’t he have noticed when it mattered?!

I’ve always had ambitions to be a literary writer.  So when over thirty of my favorite publishers of literary fiction rejected my novel, I felt grave disappointment.  I’d failed.  The literary establishment did not endorse my book.  Then a commercial publisher took it and gave me an identity crisis.  Maybe I’m not meant for the upper echelons of literature.  Maybe I’m a writer of popular fiction.  Maybe ordinary people might enjoy reading my book.

The jury’s still out on that one.  In the meantime, I’m beginning to wonder whether the whole stratification of literature is an adult version of teenage cliques.  Publishers and book sellers sort books into categories and then their authors form a sense of identity in response.  Personally I’m grateful when someone like Cynthia Rylant breaks out of the box the publishing industry has placed her in.  She’s a multifaceted person of varying interests unafraid to reveal her many selves on the page.  I like imagining her sitting back, following her interests wherever they lead, and honoring them despite the expectations of her frustrated agent (a book of theological poems will not sell like a children’s story) and her baffled editor.

It turns out I am dateable, I can’t catch a ball but am a decent swimmer, there are times when I behave miserably, and I’m only snobby about cheeses.  And I’m not as smart as everyone thought; I just got good grades.  In this strange in-between place before my book comes out, I’m working on accepting the writer I am, regardless of how others categorize me—regardless of how I’d like to categorize myself.  I have a feeling I’ll be a better writer for it.
–Elizabeth Jarrett Andrew

The Next Big Thing

A heartfelt thanks to Elizabeth Fletcher for inviting me to participate in The Next Big Thing, an internet-age ponzi scheme to connect writers to one another.  Creative projects incubate in privacy for SO LONG; it’s a relief to get a public glimpse of a work-in-progress—almost a confirmation that it exists.

I imagine all the contributors to The Next Big Thing are like chickens sitting on enormous eggs.  Squawk!  I’ll send you to two other Next Big Thing blogs as soon as I hear back from the writers.  Meanwhile, here’s what’s growing in my egg:

  • What is your working title of your project?

Hannah, Delivered.  Although I’m also considering The Faith of Midwives.

  • Where did the idea come from for the project?

My sister is a homebirth midwife living in Taos, NM.  She and her midwife colleagues tell the most hair-raising, awe-inspiring stories about delivering babies.  Whenever I’d hear them go on about natural birth, and especially about the state of maternal care in the United States, I would think:  There’s a basic, sacred power within women’s bodies that  our culture’s reliance on medicine is erasing.  One of my sister’s mentors once said, “If we really loved women, we’d trust their bodies.”  It seemed to me that childbirth is the final frontier for feminism—that a deep faith in women’s bodies would radically overhaul maternal care but also women’s spirituality.  I wanted to explore all this in fiction.

So I asked myself, what would it take for a woman who’s not very body-aware (not unlike me!) to move into the radical trust of women’s bodies that I’ve seen in homebirth midwives?  I created Hannah to help me find out.

  • What genre does your book/project fall under?

Fiction.

  • What is the one-sentence synopsis of your book?

How does Hannah Larson, a conventional young woman with a strong need for stability, wind up in jail for delivering a baby?  Hannah, Delivered tells the story of how inexplicable passion, buried strength, and the mysterious drama of Hannah’s own birth conspire to deliver her from fear into a rich and risk-filled life.

  • Will your project be self-published or represented by an agency?

After almost five years of working with my agent, Kelly Sonnack, we sold Hannah to Koehler Books.  It will come out next June.

  • How long did it take you to write the first draft of your manuscript?

That was twelve years ago!  I don’t remember.  I can say with some confidence, though:  A long time.

  • What other books would you compare this story to within your genre?

Chris Bohjalian’s novel, Midwives, hit the market just as I was conceiving of this book.  His story is about a midwife who winds up at a treacherous birth in the middle of an ice storm and decides to cut a C-section with a butcher knife to save the baby.  All the midwives I know hated it.  They said a midwife would never make that choice.  I deliberately chose not to read his book until I had a complete draft of Hannah; I didn’t want my work to be a reaction to Bohjalian’s.  Once I did read it, I had to agree with my midwife acquaintances.  I didn’t like how he sensationalized homebirth, played into every stereotype about midwives, and did nothing to illuminate the dynamics of fear in our culture around birth.

I really hope my book does justice to women’s strengths.

I feel abashed to say this, but in writing Hannah I was striving to write a novel like Marilynne Robinson’s Gilead—a reflective, deeply personal story of spiritual transformation.  Very few contemporary novels trace this kind of journey.  Which is why I think of Hannah as a fictionalized spiritual memoir.  It shares more in common with books like Virgin Time or Eat, Pray, Love or The Spiral Staircase than with most novels.

  • What else about your book might pique the reader’s interest?

Exterminating Angel Magazine just posted their new online issue with a chapter from Hannah in it.  It drops you into the middle of the book, once Hannah has begun her own practice in central Minnesota.  In this chapter she meets Melinda, a fiercely stubborn organic farmer who becomes her client.  The political climate around homebirth is heating up; a midwife was just arrested, and Hannah is beginning to appreciate how precarious her work is.  The environment around birth pushes Hannah to take risks she’d never otherwise imagine herself taking, and so she has to find sources of strength far greater than she’d ever imagined in response.

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